Love I Never Had


I get sad when I look back on our time together. I withdraw into those moments we had that were so consumed with passion and so full of promise. If I could go back and relive each of those precious moments with you, I would certainly do it even if I knew the pain I would face when the time came to walk away.

My feelings for you were feelings of love, unlike anything I have ever known. I wonder if I will feel that strongly again. I've also had to accept the fact that what I felt was one-sided. I loved you and I have no regrets about that. You were always very honest with me. Never once did you lead me on. You always made me face reality and deal with life. How do I say "thank you" for something like that? I know we were never actually together, but the memories I have of you are treasures.