Some days you feel so far away, and that's when I feel the most confused; I feel as though we aren't even together. Though you've talked about forever and you say you love me, what do those words really mean to you? To me there is no definition, no meaning that has any value, and I wonder if you are being true. Can I really rely on you? Though you've hurt me many times before, I've always found it in my heart to forgive--forgive the pain and see through the tears. So, I wonder what is the true meaning of our love, or is there really any meaning left? I can't help but ask myself the same questions time and time again.

So where does the line between love and hate fall in this relationship? Where is the space between the good and the bad, the truth and the lies? Sometimes I just want to give up on us. But how can I give up on you, when you still have my heart in chains, when you still have your arms around me, around my soul? I want to leave, but I still love you. Sometimes I think I will always love you, and that makes me cry.