I don't even know what to say. There are many things that swim through my mind. I don't think you realize how much I love you. I would do anything for you. I've put off my friends and my family to be with you. Whenever you've needed me to do anything, I've done it which might be some of the problem. I think you expect everything from me now, but you don't really appreciate it.

The conversations we've had about our friendship and where it's at and where it's going are so confusing to me. At one point, you told me how important I was to you. Then you tell me that you don't see how you could ever love me. The truth is that I never asked you to love me. I'm content loving you and just having you there as my friend. I hate the thought of not having you around anymore.

Maybe someday you'll appreciate me but right now I have to concentrate on me and hope that someday I will find someone to love me for a change.