As I sit here, I'm wondering why I ever loved you so much. I remember the days when we started to talk and then we fell in love like it was always there. I thought moving away would get my mind off of you. It worked, but not for long. I realized that you were the only one that I wanted to have. You just don't know how I feel right now. Sometimes I want to break down and cry because of the fact that you don't know how I feel about you. I'm scared of what you would think right now with all this stuff going on. I love you and God knows I do. I love you so very much. I think I always will.